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So here i am, first day of my sophmore year in college. (i guess tomorrow in my last 'update' or lack thereof came a wee bit later then that.) So i guess after my first class on mon-weds-fri i have a 2 hr break *boo* so im trying to switch my accounting so i can be in mr. byrne's class (a teacher i had for economics last semester) as of today its filled so im hoping someone drops so i can switch into it. I suppose not so much is going on as of late, i continue going to twist had random park memories, hanging out with aly and tanya and coloring...just what summer should be, good times. I had a relationship for a few days, they decided to break up with me and currently im very confused yet feeling infatuated with a boy so who knows where that will take me. I got a haircut, actually two as of late, its alot different then what i've ever done but i love it and quite possibly contemplate going all the way short... who knows maybe my third haircut will be the final one... But yeah another school year starts, i slept...oh 4 hours since i have horrible sleeping patterns in the summer and well here's hoping to a good year, maybe some new friends better grades and god knows what else.
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[01 Aug 2005|03:18am] |
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_____: i'm really glad you called last night.
_____: and you have a really cute voice
^^ makes me quite happy lol i'm such a dork, i promise an actual update tomorrow.
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[30 Jul 2005|03:09pm] |
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![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) breakingmybak <--- I stole this from you
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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[07 Jun 2005|10:48pm] |
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Here I am updating, my last real entry was about 4 months and 5 days ago. Since then well let's see i have finished off my first full year of college;; what was accomplished? well the second semester i failed my math class way to go right, what a loser am i. I turned 19 as of may 6th and to celebrate i went out and i drove in my own car. yes thats right my own car, its a used 1995 maroon grand am. To celebrate my birthday Katie Cecilia and myself went to bishop hannan's chorous concert;; i guess graduating the year prior and all why not think past on how we used to be the ones up there for four years. after that while leaving we 'raced' pat along the road and i then headed to go get aly who got dropped off to go up to twist with us. She's awesome and whatevs met her through myspace and rnadom other friends we have in common lol but yeah we talk and tend to either go up to twist together or we wind up meeting up there. Well the night of my birthday there was a drag show from Vanessa Mayheim (there was so much drama / shit i wont go into, one kind of funny stupid moment first time really taking my car out i lock my key because of me and aly being so excited to go into twist..go figure) hahaha any way i got a 'birthday fuck you' from the audience because i know vanessa and shes a sweet pea lol
to be more recent I haven'yt done too much other then working not one but two jobs, i tend to have to work back to back too, but one awesome thing is i've been talking to an awesome person from the birls community here on lj. (Hello Jessie) Yeah i dunno not too much exciting goes on in my life, i go to twist on friday nights, and work and well id say sleep but lately i havent been so yeah this entry sucks not much and i dunno im sure ill write more often or something lol.... but all i can say is last friday night getting home at 7 am from being out since 8L30 at night and beating my mom who works night shift home ny 15 or 20 minutes quite funn...not to mention i have a statuie of mary just 'chilling' in the back of my trunk in my car lol
woot im going to ocean city md June25th-July2nd (won't come soon enough)
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[21 May 2005|08:56pm] |
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The Pretty-Boi Dyke | | 55% | The Quasi-Gothic Femme | | 50% | The Surprise! Dyke | | 40% | The Stud | | 35% | The Student Dyke | | 30% | The Little-Boy Dyke | | 30% | The Femme Fatale | | 25% | The Sprightly Elfin Femme | | 20% | The Vaginal-Reference-Making Dyke | | 20% | The Granola Dyke | | 15% | The Bohemian Dyke | | 10% | The Hipster Dyke | | 10% | The Magic Earring Ken Dyke | | 5% | </td>
What Type of Lesbian Are You? (Inspired by Curve Mag.)
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Take the test, by Emily.
how i enjoy something corporate, despite katie is somehow konstatine and i'm not its still all gravy
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hello, well hello to anyone who still might stumble upon this thing called my 'online journal.'
I'm not quite sure where to start with this update, I am currently in my schools library waiting for my father to pick me up on his lunch break. I'm still single (nothing has changed there) I still work at the nursing home as a dietary aide but i guess there might be some stuff to write about. Most of the time i could be found with Megan and her rad sister colleen, they seriously are like family to me more then my own. I got my anti tragus pierced while out with megan and brian (whom i've been more close to now then ever) randomly about four almost five friday nights ago, also starting that very same friday i started going to a place called "twist" it's a gay bar and on friday nights has under age night for those to go and dance. I enjoy it there for whatever reason, and also pat came with us that first friday. Every friday since a group of however many tend to go, I think i like it there so much because its an escape, it's a place to even if not meet see other people that are more comfortable with themselves then i might be with myself and my sexuality, whatever it might be.
Being back at school after a month or more off seems quite difficult, but isn't so bad i guess i need it i need something to do something that is. My classes even though not too far into the semester don't seem so bad so far, and i might actually enjoy and do well. (other then my effective speaking, i loathe public speaking) sure i can talk for a very long time but not anything formal :sigh: i guess i need it.
I guess so much for being interesting, maybe something will come up or if i updated more ill have things that are funny to read about instead of whatever this feeble excuse at an update is
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[27 Jan 2005|11:50pm] |
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I've kissed someone....
(bold that apply)
on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with gray hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
shorter than me
taller than me.
with a lip ring.
with a tongue ring.
who was drunk.
who was high.
who I had just met.
who was homosexual.
who I didn't really want to kiss.
on a holiday.
on a dare.
who was going out with someone else.
who was going out with someone close to me.
who was my good friend's brother or sister.
who had been/is in jail.
in a graveyard.
in a church.
at a show/concert.
at the beach.
in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.
with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.
who was/is my good friend.
who was/is in a band.
who has tattoos.
who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain.
in another continent besides where I was born.
with an accent.
with an std. (gross and regretable: however I didn't catch anything because we didn't have sex)
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus
on a plane.
at the circus/carnival.
with a missing body part.
in the movies.
eskimo style.
upside down.
in jail.
who I didn't know their name.
who didn't know my name.
who was wearing pink underwear.
who was a complete bitch.
Yeah i deffinately feel skanky lol im not though alot ofthese answers are even reffered to the same person lol its not like a billion different people.
yeah i think i might forgot to bold some like the on a dare, and im assuming on a holiday lol oh well
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[24 Jan 2005|05:16pm] |
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You scored as Sadie. Nobody cared when you died, you came back, they got scared, and then they all cried. You were a sweet little school girl, and now you burn your stupid uniform with pride!
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Which Living Dead Doll would you be?
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haha, knew those good old tired years of school uniform wearing would amount to something... it amounts to my being a living dead doll. Funniest thing about this i wanted to buy this doll in a shop i saw briefly ... and i never wound up being able to.
I LOVE RON WEASLEY
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Ron Weasley | | 90% | Harry Potter | | 85% | Remus Lupin | | 70% | Ginny Weasley | | 70% | Hermione Granger | | 55% | Sirius Black | | 50% | Albus Dumbledore | | 40% | Severus Snape | | 30% | Draco Malfoy | | 25% | Lord Voldemort | | 10% | </td>
Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...?
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me and ron were soulmates lol
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[12 Nov 2004|02:09pm] |
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Here i am finally updating, as if anyone cares...correct? katie otherwise known as thexlostxstar has been pleading wiht me to update, so here i am rambling as always. So I just came home from one of my driving lessons i've been going on twice a week usually on mondays and fridays. (Yes, I am an Eighteen year old without a license.) I've been at my job one entire year this month, it's so weird realizing I started this journal when I had first gotten the job. I was so enthusiastic when school had first started out. College and all here I thought i would do so well, so much better...a whole new start...wrong. The enthusiasm wore off and I am slacking major. My College writing I do very well in and my teacher seems to like my papers. Computers I'm doing fairly well lately i've been slacking off due to Shauna (a girl i met there at school) and I just have way too much fun with our "flare" as we call it for our Microsoft Excel projects. I do not go out so much, I did enjoy Halloween (as always) I invited people to come over here and I was a gypsy, maybe I'll post a few pictures eventually, or if you want im me on aim konstant1ne xx or westsidesweetie14@hotmail.com (for msn messanger users) and i'll send them. I for a while was going every friday hanging out with Christine, her friend Ronnie and his friend chuck (whom i'm interested in.) One night they randomly picked me up and we went to this local ice skating rink that has bands play every so often and it was before halloween so some people were dressed up and i got to see Danielle, Chris, and Kevin all whom i graduated with so it was nice. I also went to salem, mass. the weekend prior to Halloween weekend with my mom on a bus trip along with my brother and his gf, and a few people my mom and i know from work. It was a-lot of fun for me...and on saturday we were in boston for a while which wasnt so bad either. I am now a proud Aunt of seriously the world's most beautiful baby, his name is Gabriel and is the son of his beautiful mom Allison and her husband his father Dave. I held him for over an hour he was just sleeping it was the most wonderful feeling in the world holding him in my arms and he just slept so peaceful so innocent. I also hung out with sammi and allison this past monday night and we watched Dirty Dancing Havana nights and some of Shrek 2 (since i haven't seen either) and then were playing Mario Kart 64 again i got to see Gabriel. Happy 18th belated birthday to holly, we went the weds after her birthday and i got her tounge pierced for her since she wanted it, and Dave and Sirena got their noses pierced for their 2 months. however, dave took it out like 48 hours later. I sadly didn't get anything pierced or tattooed, but i want my tattoo and i'm going with holly the first weekend in december i think. Yeah alot of rambling a much ado about nothing eh? I'm applying for a second job, and going for an interview tomorrow so hopefully that can go well and yeah i'm guessing a lot of well more or less nothing for most of my weekend. So here's to my one update every 4 months!
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Here I am sitting in school, Yeah that is right i am here updating in college, of all things to do with my time and here i am updating my livejournal that i never update. So far school isn't so hard or challenging I must say but i must not say that too much or those words will come back and bite me in the ass i'm sure. I haven't been out so much as of late until that is Friday morning where i finally got my driving permit. This weekend I had run through sprinklers in a local park thanks to holly (It was the most fun and the best end of summer and a new beginning ever.) We also (me, holly, dave and sirena; driving) got pulled over in Jermyn,Pa what excitement lol. I had also went to the Italian festival this past sunday night and had seen a boy whom i always thought was oh so nice this that the other right? wrong... Not only did i not see him at first but his friends whom i met and hung out with for an evening while we were "dating" they just repeatedly would just give me the stare down, and finally i realize he is with them... but not alone... he is holding a girls hand...Okay fine he has moved on he is happy...But now being a freshmen in college and i met him while i was in 7th grade he couldn't even fucking say hello? yeah...guess my fatt ass isn't good enoug because im not a few inches shorter and oh so thin and can see into his eyes... At least i got to see mike...he makes me happy...we talk a-lot, Yeah better not get my hopes up though. So yeah this was pointless and i'm sorry for waisting your time. I'm applying for a second job however and yeah i hope i get it for the two nights a week i want it for.. So yeah if anyone wants to talk to me bitch at me want me to listen i'm always around.
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Yeah other then going to be a freshmen i forgot to mention some semi cool things i've been doing other then preparing to be a college freshmen. Last week or so has been suprisingly okay and everything (go figure when summer is ending i'm slowly enjoying it.) Last Friday I went over and hung out with Christina at Megan's (she's my sister from another mister) and even slept over..Jackie couldn't come over due to her nana then being ill and now passed on (i'm so sorry jacqueline..) Watched the hot chick (funny funny movie) Christina wound up going home and megan and i talked about alot of things that night (i heart her.) Then last saturday morning my father, mother and I hoped in our car and planned on going to Hot Dog Johnny's in Buttzville, NJ and since i love hot dogs and heard of the place and haven't gone on a family vacay they agreed we'd go there, It was kinda cool despite the storms but i got a hot dog johnnys t-shirt and all and on the way home stopped at a farmers market not so far from hot dog johnny's. Came home and Christine im's me since its julianne's 18th birthday saying were gonna have a suprise party for her so i got changed and got picked up and went out we were at christine's then went to dustys where it was also this guy gary's birthday it was a fuckin awesome night ::insert a wink here:: Yeah then theres today...katie my friend of 18 years has stated it's over and she is done with our relationship of the 18 years of being for the most part especially the last few years so close over... she is done with it and with me. Go figure, I'm hurt by this but I won't dwell either... or try not to at least. I guess i must keep on truckin and hopefully meet new people or something. In other news i got quite creative and painted ceramics this evening to just occupy my time since i'm so bored lately and just yeah not to mention really really really hot as balls i must say... yeah i'm rambling i should stop. goodnight.
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So I have not wrote in quite sometime, in fact i believe a month and about two weeks? I suppose I can't even bring myself to update this, I do leave comments like crazy on other journals whenever possible. However today, this weekend summer is officially over. No longer do I start back to a highschool routine, a routine at all of things that i've always known. I start over monday completely a "new fish in a new pond" as a freshmen at college. I suppose i should be excited, anxious, nervous just all sort of emotions... but here i am feeling not an absolute thing. I keep telling myself once I start i might make myself become more excited and enjoy the college expeirence, despite i am not going away and i will still continue living home and working at my job of almost a year this upcoming November in a nursing home i have metioned. Nothing fairly new...Well maybe it wouldn't seem it to me but then again I never update. I was dating a guy I briefly mentioned bayard, we dated for only a month (i've dated him previously) but anyways we dated for a month and well he decided things weren't working and deep down i guess i knew it wasn't despite how much i wish it had (whether or not i said i cared, i cared so much i cared beyond belief all along...) I do however rather him happy in life and have what he wants and deserves. Today was my second orientation for school and it was all the incoming freshmen along with meeting current students enrolled. I myself am going Undecided : Liberal Studies, since i have not a clue as to what i want to do in life what so ever. Orientation wasn't so bad and i saw a few people i didn't know would be there which was a nice thing to see some familiar faces. Also a woman decide to sit by me and become a "pal" go figure i want to meet new people (MY AGE!) and here a lady with kids whose going to night school winds up talking to me all damn day long! go figure, she was very nice and very funny though and it beats i guess being completely broken up alone by myself. I do know a few kids going there, especially my friend beth who i recently have gotten to spend some time, as much time as im normally allowed out anymore with her. That leads me to the not being allowed alot or like I used to, yes i go out...here and there and even when i'm "grounded" but fuck it I am now 18 going to be a college student, I do try whether or not my mother believes it i do. It's not my fault I'm stupid for lack of a better word and can't manage to pass my permit, does she not realize it embarrasses me and also hurts that i can't get it? or seemingly not getting it as of a few tries. I guess this is another useless entry from me, but hey its an entry and i think i might be updating more often and venting alot more then i have been. So much going on and i can't seem to process a damn thing correctly anymore and move on things just stay and linger in my mind and maybe even in my heart. Well Adios! if anyone wants anyone to ever chat with my aim screen name is : konstant1ne xx also one semi exciting thing other then getting my labret pierced in june, i just got my hair done last friday i guess as a "new look" or something different for me.
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I have not updated in quite sometime, apparently. I've been home from senoir week, I've been going out alot actually. This summer so far i go out whenever 8-10 at night come home around 2-3 a.m. yeah quite late hours. Driving around alot with josh kevin nikki visiting marie and then seeing pat 'patroling' the mall (since he's night security LOL) Got to spend sometime being a non-mini golfer with holly<3 but yeah my summer is going well so far. Steen Jewlzz Katie and I even went to Candi's to visit her the one night which i fucking miss candi so yeah. I got my labret pierced on Senoir week, i plan on scanning 'the first official picture' according to thexlostxstar she took during senoir week. Lately all i do is work, hang out when possible and that's about it. Speaking of work, last night was absolutely rotten, first off i got "written up" for "calling off too much" i'm allowed 6 calls offs per year, i started in Nov. 03 i have 5 call offs wouldn't they wait til i did 6 call offs or more? fuck that, then i was bringing in my cart with my dishes on it after clearing the tables from the dining room guess what happens next? a million of the little bowls fell right off the cart while bringing them into the dishroom to be washed...i wasn't the only one to break dishes that night at least. I officially drove the first time ever! (Yes I am 18 and never drove before.) So yeah my life isn't too cool or anything I did see dodgeball and i do highly reccomend it yes i do. I also get up get ready for the butt load of blood work i have to go for (again) and i couldn't get it done, i have to be there during 'peak' times meaning 7 a.m. - 9 a.m. go fucking figure, but they did give me this thing that for a period of 24 hours i have to pee in or put me pee in. ick. Then i got to go to my last official doctor appt. at the place i've gone for 18 years of life now i must go find a 'adult doctor' and yet again this doctor was on my case about my weight oh well.
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Bayard, Holly and Kevin hung out here for a few hours quite some odd convo's and the "h" on my shoe stands for happiness or property of holly. Bayard left and holly kevin and i watched the tail end of grease and kevin knew all the songs haha. Went to the Gavin Degraw concert on June 1st because my cousin Candace had won tickets, I am sooo glad she took me. A) Great songs B) Really adorable C) i'm completely hooked line sinker. We stood fairly close to the stage i dont remember the opening acts but the one Toby oh god it was hilarious this guy theo i know he kept yelling so loud toby i love you and shes like oh giggle i love you too sweetie n he started chanting give us your number and she didn't know what to say so she just started to play her next song haha. I was with john i saw ilona (whom usually doesn't like me) laura and all these other people who are friends with john that are really nice. This one drunk girl got into about 20 fights trying to come through at one point before Gavin with her before way too drunk and she pushed my cousin i was like no she fucking did not do that after about 20 complaints security finally made her leave the area which made the concert fully enjoyable. I then had gone on my second date hung out with sirena we bowled two games then went to get her boyfriend and we hung around drove around saw the archabald 'pothole' then went for ice cream then saw troy at 10:30 and we talked to lauren and i got to see kaite<3 Came home next day woke up late went to sirena's grad party in work clothes it was polster his girlfriend nikki sirena mike me and eventually her cousin billy and brett and then colin and we all went downstairs and played old school bowling where you set up the pins. Later that night stopped at beth's grad party hung aronud. Yesturday Kristin, Katie, and Kyle came to pick me up i got ready in oh about 20 minutes (including a shower) we went to sheetz then to this usa dollar general store which was hilarious then for ice cream my ice cream kept melting then the cone caved and leaked on my shirt on the bottom : \ went to target i bought this amazing smelling starburst peaches and cream lipgloss then katie and i came to my home hung around, Josh picked us up we hung out laughed a bit i can turn anything sexual just like pool lessons on how to use a stick and get the ball in the hole lol then waited for pat then eventually met sirena and mike at sheetz saw kevin from school talked then left went to the archabald pot hole again because katie wanted to see it yet there is this whole story how its for some crazy homosexual orgies at night in the woods according to all these people. Eventually went to southside hung around a while played pool ect. Alot of singing / dancing in the car (too funny if you saw it) driving pass sirena and mike on the highway while pat 'flashed' them on the way to perkins. meeting a bunch of guys and them challening people to drinking half and half. i downed one (so gross) the one guy kept going in and out of what im calling 'gaycent' yeah good times strolled in around 4:30 a.m. katie slept over despite not quite alot of sleep layed down around 6/6:30 before my mom came home from work at 7/7:30 and katie left around 10 i woke up stood up for a half hour or so ate a bagel then suprisingly went to bed only til about 1:45 got up eventually laid in my pool and soon to be going to the mall with katie and eventually seeing harry potter later on tonight after sirena gets out of work at 9:30. Boy I sure as hell hope my summer stays like this. Not to mention i'll be gone june 14th to june 19th (SENOIR WEEK BABY!!!!!)
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[08 Jun 2004|05:42pm] |
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Yeah so I officially am a highschool graduate with diploma and tassle hanging in my room and all. I graduated two saturdays ago (way to go class o4") It sucks how things were getting nice around school and everyone just not caring whose who and just talking and having a good time, ah oh well all comes to an end right, and here comes my new chapter of my life i've been longing for. After graduation came here with some family for cake and pizza some funny convos and cecilia came over and ate with us. Rox and Matt picked us up we picked up katie at a resturaunt/bar and two teachers (one whom is my favorite in my entire life) both in there so i ran in got hugs they were a bit tipsy and the other told me she would miss me (which i thought she would never ever say.) Then we wound up going to dustin's for him, beth, christine and tilz and this eric guy all went up to sheetz ran into a hannan graduate amy who was pretty nice, then found gatz and then went walmart along with sirena and faris. Walmart lets just say im metnally challenged. I found a orange pool noodle with a ducks head put it between my legs and started waddling around the store and poking people in the ass. I also before that walked with this awesome polka dot umbrella opened we tried playing hide and seek which bombed miserably. Then left Katie Me Sirena Mike Christine met up with josh and kevin saw two more fellow graduates and then wound up god knows where all night. Memorial Day i went on my first of two dates with Sirena and mike, we saw The Day After Tomorrow (I loved it jake gyllenhal is my hunnie) and then we went to block buster ran into steen and patrick we rented dirty dancing and i saw billy and kim from work.
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