Current mood:	lonely
Current music:	Seether ft. Amy Lee "Broken"

Here I am, I am officially 18 as of May 6th. I had the muscial arts festival (we did this whole 50's thing and was alot of fun) for our concert and someone or people were chanting my name when i came out on stage even if im not sure who it was or if they were genuine it still made me feel kinda good as pathetic as it is to admit. I had a bday party on that sat. i had fun cha cha  slide and got alot of people to do it with me and yeah i felt lonesome (nothing new there)I just attended my senoir prom on this past friday evening 'stag' with all my friends whom just so happen to be 'couples' (majority of.) People all came here and met and the stretched hummer had picked us up, boy i hope people were happy with how everything went and seemingly to most peoples likings. ugh. nevermind that. Prom was alot of fun though i slow danced with one boy matt, saw a guy i worked with in summer help two summers ago and completely talked to him a few times which was nice and slow danced with jim twice and not to mention with alli and dave and then our purple balloons.(If anyone wants to see photos i can be non-lazy and scan a few)..After prom stopped by roxanne's and beth's and then came here where the girls stayed over and guys hung around a while. Alot ups and downs good times and some sparks (as it often seems within my group of 'friends')Anyways i have two more class days of school with everyone and on friday since im not attending the class trip to dorney i get to go to school (awesome!) yeah right. Oh well plenty of people said they weren't going and changed mind when it was too late since im signed up for work. Went to the sports banquet on sunday (yet all i do is bowl, i know not a real sport right?) I recieved no awards just a certificate and a hoodie that senoir had gotten for well being senoirs and the certificate for participating. I live a boring life i write in here oh just about next to never which is fine by me im sure its fine to others as well. Yeah im just thrilled after today all the names and this and that and tears i just try being so happy and not only saying im happy or putting on some front of a smile but try and just go by the seam of my pants and so far overall has been working but after today i don't know anymore, im just glad and hoping that after highschool this will all be done and that something new or better will be in store for me.