Here I am sitting in school, Yeah that is right i am here updating in college, of all things to do with my time and here i am updating my livejournal that i never update. So far school isn't so hard or challenging I must say but i must not say that too much or those words will come back and bite me in the ass i'm sure. I haven't been out so much as of late until that is Friday morning where i finally got my driving permit. This weekend I had run through sprinklers in a local park thanks to holly (It was the most fun and the best end of summer and a new beginning ever.) We also (me, holly, dave and sirena; driving) got pulled over in Jermyn,Pa what excitement lol.  I had also went to the Italian festival this past sunday night and had seen a boy whom i always thought was oh so nice this that the other right? wrong... Not only did i not see him at first but his friends whom i met and hung out with for an evening while we were "dating" they just repeatedly would just give me the stare down, and finally i realize he is with them... but not alone... he is holding a girls hand...Okay fine he has moved on he is happy...But now being a freshmen in college and i met him while i was in 7th grade he couldn't even fucking say hello? yeah...guess my fatt ass isn't good enoug because im not a few inches shorter and oh so thin and can see into his eyes... At least i got to see mike...he makes me happy...we talk a-lot, Yeah better not get my hopes up though. So yeah this was pointless and i'm sorry for waisting your time. I'm applying for a second job however and yeah i hope i get it for the two nights a week i want it for.. So yeah if anyone wants to talk to me bitch at me want me to listen i'm always around.